shiny's diary

My Love Story

2010-04-16T06:59:00.000-07:00

Its 3 years 2 month and 10 days ago. Its my 1st love. We get into relationship after we know each other for almost two weeks. I still remember we dating at bowling alley on valentine day. The bracelet from you is my 1st valentine present for the 16years. I like it so much but i lost it..T.T I lost my important and the only memory i have with you just because of my careless. I hate myself that time. Still remember the time we pass in ktv. I miss that time much. You know, how hope am i it can be last longer. I miss your hug and your warm hand. I wish you can hold me forever. But, my wishes have been break by rumour. I heard allot of that. I don't know why you don't even explain any of them to me. Maybe we are too young that time, don't know what is believer between two lover. When i know how important are you to me and know the meaning of believer, its too late. Your love to me have gone. Feel disappointed to me right?? I disappointed to myself too. Now i know, we had to catch our love when it come. If you didn't take care or mind it, it will gone even it is true love. Once it gone, it too late for us to regret. It will not come back. I know the feeling of regret. Its hard, sad and bitter. Until now i regret the decision i made that day. But at least i know he live better without me. I feel happy for him. Although sometime I'll miss the time together with him but its a sweet memory for me. It will last forever in my heart. Now, I try my best to live well without you and find the happiness that belongs to me myself. Hope you made it too :)

* Live you life without regret and appreciate what you have now*

Just to say that I miss you. .

Life of 2010

2010-03-31T09:04:00.000-07:00

I know you guys is complaining,
I'm now updating my blog.
so, stop blaming me OK??
especially is you Lin Hui!!

I having a nice day today.
Having a new experience of being d guest of hotel management exam.
Have a good lunch with my fren,Georgy, Chun Teik and Lin Hui..
Of course have to thanks Seng Kin for inviting.
If not becoz of d invitation, we wont have this kind of experience hehe ^^
I love d chocolate "mouse" much haha.

At nite, go midvalley with uncle loong and chun teik.
Having a nice dinner and shopping time wit them hehe..
Teppanyaki + Baskin Robbin = Nice dinner
And have a nice talk though ^^

Conclusion of the day: Having a great day. Appreciate the time spending with u guys. I am so
happy today.. :)
**This is the happy post ,no more emo post,Nelson. hahak**

After Raya Holiday

2009-09-30T02:34:00.000-07:00

Wa!!so lazy to start my study after 1 week holiday..but midterm is cuming just left 3 weeks more..die..this few day keep on sleep and on9,so duo luo..no semangat to study at all...swt -.-'''

Y'day surgical pioneer student was cuming..OMG!!so many chinese guy n most important is they look smart n handsome..so happy finally got leng zai edi haha...and my new roomate was so pretty n nice too..nt bad nt bad..hostel gt leng lui,schol gt leng zai haha...^.^

Huh!!lazy ar..duno wanna do wat..nt spirit to do anything..haix..k la..its time to continue my duo luo haha..tatax...

#LAZY................DUO LUO...................#

My Raya Holiday

2009-09-30T02:33:00.000-07:00

I have went Sekinchan with my family on last sunday--Raya holiday....we eat alot of delicious seafood at there haha...tat picture above was take at the sawah padi in sekinchan..very nice rite..erm i meansd background haha...n i meet yen yen at there too..she go bak attend her's cousin wedding party n i meet her when i eating hehe...tat was a nice trip 4 me coz cn meet my old fren n eat lot seafood haha...

We went to Pagoda Condong at Teluk Intan too...bt ntg to shop wan...juz take pic wit tat Pagoda oli...lol... :)

Attend S4 gathering at tues nite...get syok when i arrive..so many ppl are attend..tis was the 1st gathering tat have so many S4 members attend...miss all of them..and having a nice tues nite wit them...many of them have change but stil tat childish as last time..haha..so funny..22sept is nt juz S4 gathering bt oso tsu qi b'day too...we greet her 1 by 1 by using chong yong phone..wat a pity chong yong..tis month his phone bill sure will be expensive..sorry la chong yong hehe...^.^he attend d gathering oso bt we din talk n 0%contact...mayb tat's the best way 4 two of us...since he stil act cool to me...lol...

#50% enjoy + 50% boring =my raya holiday :) #

My college life--7(Exam week)

2009-09-01T23:23:00.000-07:00

Wow...already stop blogging 4 two weeks..quite a long time..tat was so much thing happen last 2 week..bt if wan list out all of them qill be very very long..so i juz write some important event that happen..last 2 week i din go home..d 1st weekend i stay in hostel..think to study coz having test on d following week..bt...hehehehe..i go times square wit fren..i spend a lot of money n time on tat day..anyway tat's fun la..then,d nex day we shop midvalley..so,d conclusion is i spend my time in shopping more den study time..finaly,i die in my class test..i think i will get lot of "red egg"in this class test..DIE....................

Anyway,already 1 month i start my college life..noe a lot of fren n having fun with them..they are so cute n childish..haha..i found bak my smile when spend time wit them..and learn alot of knowledge frm lecture..hope time cn past faster so tat i cn bcum professional faster bt i noe tat's juz a dream..no matter how i will study hard 2 achieve my goal..wakaka..nw i'm so motivated kaka..

o ya..i'm nw recover frm d past feeling..d past i will let it go by time n wont tink bout it anymore..its a sweet memory bt nt a obstruct tat stop my way..start frm 2day,it will remain as sweet memory while i will start rush to my way so tat i cn catch bak all d time tat i waste b4..goodbye d sumone...we will b meet bak if miracle happen..it will stay inside my deep heart n wnt cum out anymore..until.........mayb i start my work??or meet u bak??duno depands....at least 4 this temporary 5 years,it wont b shown....

#FINALLY I FOUND BACK MY SMILE :) #

My college life-6 (a new experience)

2009-08-13T18:14:00.000-07:00

Wednesday went midvalley wit college fren..tat was a 1st time we take bus frm schol to other place..so interesting haha..we go at 4.30pm juz after the course..when we reach there,we meet a strange salesman & a strange salesgal..they say me n my fren--siaw yie are sis swt..lik tat oso cn..they keep on persuade us to wrote down our name n contact num to show we support their "charity" witout pay any money..but juz after we wrote our name n contact num,there have a column tat write how much we support..lol..wanna cheat our money??nt so easy..siaw yie hold my hand n we run away..fortunately gt siaw yie..if nt....i sure ill b cheated haha..we bak at 8.30pm..tat was so late..2 gal stand at d bus stop tat no lamp post n wait til 8.55pm..tat 's quite danger de le..sumtime still gt bangalah pass by..so scary lol...bt finaly bus was cuming..finaly haha..we reach hostel almost 9.30pm d o..so late n tired so din blogging haha..lazy la..so 2day de blog will b vry vry long haha..

y'day juz lik normal lo..ntg happen de actualy..class quite fun cz we are playing d skeletal 'man' haha..d whole skeletal 'man' let us turn here n there..nt scare it will pain oso haha..wanna take pic wit d skeletal 'man' wan bt my fren dun wan so din take lo hehe..actualy 2.30pm still gt class de but finaly class cancel cz lecture gt important thing 2 do lol..bt no class is boring la..ntg do at all..comp ntg play oso haha..almost 5pm sth, my 2 college fren(teng n lin hui) cum n visit me while waiting Karen(another fren) bak..they 2day gonna slp at hostel n wan have a hostel nite experince..get a boom frm them..cn go bak home dun wan,wanna stay hostel pula..so cute n funny la them haha..they go 2 karen(another fren) room slp when she is bak frm outside..i get a good news frm my ns fren oso..she will cum kl visit us on 20sept..miss her so much haha.hope cn c her soon..n y'day finaly!finaly i watch transformer 2..wait 4 so long time oli cn watch..i nw tat was outdate d bt at least i watch it ma haha..

2day class start at 11.30am o hehe..lecture so bad la..arrange our class at 11.30am bt nt 9am..if 9am,den i cn bak home at 11am lea..nw stil have 2 study til 1.30pm oli cn bak swt..bt nvm la as long as can go bak ad vry happy haha..start frm next week i rely gonna study jor..so will less on9 ..bt i will try 2 post my blog often la hehe..k la gonna keep my thing n prepare 2 schol d hehe..byez...

"WORK HARD + STUDY HARD = SUCCESS"

My college life-5

2009-08-11T04:52:00.000-07:00

so long time din post d haha...moody le those day...bt nw recover d haha...recover frm my sad feeling....finally...lolx...happi le..found bak d study mood..so good!!!!!!!!!!kaka...

2day's class full o...so tired...whole day inside d lecture hall n suffer frm freezing haha..d air-cond so strong la aiyoyoyo...later get sick haha...Heard behavior science teacher's news 2day...din get his/her news juz right we start study...he/she oways take mc n we din have chance 2 c he/she oso lol...my fren told tat d teacher get H1N1 so resinged d...nw waiting d new teacher...ooooooo...no wonder haha..hope d teacher recover soon la..althought i din saw her b4 hehe...

nw rely excited 2 study..2nite cn study til late late..cz 2ml ptptn oli...ntg do cn slp longer haha...k la gtg...bye...

''HAPPI SHIN IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!''

My college life-4

2009-08-06T18:31:00.000-07:00

Y'day i cry again...rely feel tat nid sum1 care bt cnt found it..nite sms d sum1 oso din reply..mayb he slp d gua...nvm lo haix...den no choice lo cry alone in hostel...T.T...feel lonely..wan find somebody talk out bt nt dare..duno y hehe....hope i cn recover frm my feeling soon..if nt i rely will destroy my future myself...cz rely no tat mood 2 study haix...i'm wasting my money nw...swt..so bad la me...start hate myself d haix...

2day class 10o'clock oli start haha...nt bad la cn slp longer..after study cn went home d haha..so excited..cn slp in air-cond room..good le...gonna attend st.john agm tis sat o...duno which junior will b d next chairman le haha...no matter hw wish u al good luck n al d best la hehe...^^k la class wanna start d..gtg..bye...lolx...

"Be brave no matter what happen...Believe yourself tat u cn done it well^^"

My college life-3

2009-08-05T04:38:00.000-07:00

Get a bad news 2day….siaw yie—my college best fren was being chosen 2 join maktab perguruan at KL…she receive d news from her miri frens…nw she is still considering whether wan continue her study in Mahsa or attend maktab….she is still wondering…bt sure I doesn’t hope she leave me…so sad...haix…no matter how’s her decision, I’ll be supporting her oways…siaw yie! Think properly n follow what urs heart thinks…your future is decide by urself bt not ur parents..hear wat’s ur heart talk bout…jia you ba my fren hehe..^^ u can do it well whichever u have choose…anyway I will be there 2 supporting u dun worry…XD

During d lesson,3 guys are called by lecture to take off their shirt..bcum d learning model 4 whole class haha…one is chinese boy frm Kedah..he is a skinny guy, one is fat indian guy..whole body black black wan cnt c d bone clearly oso haha..n another guy is frm vietnam..he is a muscular guy..Wow…most of d gal out of control when saw d muscular body haha..of course is except me la kaka…2day lesson quite fun n more easier…hope my class will always having fun like 2day wakaka…

Yeah!yeah!siaw yie is nt leaving..she continue her study at mahsa haha...so hapi bout tat...get her good news during dinner time...her reason is lazy 2 tink bout tat..zzz...gt bit swt..bt nvm she is staying here wit me haha....rely hapi kaka...

My college life-2

2009-08-04T05:05:00.000-07:00

2day so free...borrow broadband frm fren,online whole day...huh!wat a great day haha...but paiseh lar keep on borrow frm him kaka...thx la you long...lolx...n siaw yie too..thx 4 ur line o haha...

Wow!!so much bones n joints to memorized...haiz stress+bored T.T.....hope d time cn stop on gossip time hahak...

Watch those video tat upload by poh they al...so funny n childish bt funny lar wakaka...get fun frm their youtube video...saw tsu qi's blog too..din c n chat wit her 4 a long time..miss her alot...hope she cn came back faster lolx...haix..so hope 2 go bak secondary schol...miss tat time we al get 2gether...although college life is fun,timetable is flexible but it lost alot of fun..all ppl are busy wit study n d relationship between coursemate are nt so close...

Mid semester exam is coming--sept...hope cn get good result on d exam haha..at least muz 2.5...work hard ba...hope tat 4 al my fren too...al d best n gambateh my dear fren...hehe...^^

"HAPPY ALWAYS N GOOD LUCK"

My college life-1

2009-08-03T06:39:00.000-07:00

I'm hapi wit my college life...althought d lesson are difficult bt d moment be wit al college frenz are great n happy..they are from different country n they are friendly n helpful..glade 2 noe them..

Y'day i have suffer frm my stress..i nid sum1 care bt i have nt brave enough 2 msg or phone him..i scare he being disturb by me..i duno wat should do..so,i keep on tink n tink n i cry until 2o'clock...finally i have fall as sleep..finally..so,2day i have no mood 2 study n feel tired...mayb tis is nt d time 4 me 2 tink off tat..d thing tat i should do 4 nw is focus in my study n concern bout my future...i have 2 futfill my promise 4 my parents--bcum a proffesion physiotherpist..come on shin!!u can do it..gambateh..believe urself...